Waking up depressed as fuck from dreams about happier times. Nostalgia and memories of innocence are not things to keep one motivated to continue onwards. Let me go back to better things. If there is some higher being controlling my life then fuck you. I'm a good enough guy and I don't deserve this year. Anything that has ever kept me going in my life is gone. No health, no happiness, no support, no weed, no brew, no smokes, no bikes, no cameras, no hope . . . and the people that disappeared out of my life fuck you too; you were a bigger piece than you know. Still bitchin . . . I still have music I suppose, enjoy some Koushik.
jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. its blake.
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